Another One of Those Days

I wish my days were more like this...

Sadly, they aren't.

Today is honestly one of those days where I have no desire to write in my journal because I just want to forget the events of today.

But writing in a journal (or on a blog) is important so...

I wanted to start my post today by recommending this link. Be inspired.

http://samepicofdavecoulier.tumblr.com/

I kind of just want to crawl under a rock and die today.  I've spent the day walking on eggshells with my stomach in the bottom of my feet.  I just sort of got kicked around today.  This of course is expected from life, since life has a tendency to remind you of how insignificant you are.

That's kinda how I feel today.

One nice part of today is when I turned in my last big assignment before finals hit.  There's nothing like the feeling of getting that burden off your shoulders. Phew! I honestly don't think anything can prepare you for college. There are classes that push you and challenge you in High School, but College is just a whole different animal. I took tough classes in high school, but none of them made me study like college does.  Lucky for me, I don't HAVE to get straight A's anymore. In High School, I got straight A's so I'd be able to get into a good college; not that I'm IN a good college, I don't have to worry about it! Of course I'll still work to get good grades, but I won't be devastated by a B-; I'd feel pretty good about a B-!

Work was bland, until the end. My boss pulled me in to show me a song he had.  He was drawing attention to the man singing the solo on the album.  It was him! My boss has pretty good pipes! I never would have guessed.  Crazy how life works.

I had to have a "heart-to-heart" today. I honestly feel like I'm walking on eggshells sometimes.  Right now I'm scared to talk to her because every single thing I say, she translates into something I totally didn't mean.  However, if I try and back out and stay away a bit, she gets furious that I don't ever try to see her.  Really? I love lose-lose situations!

I could honestly live here right now.

I guess we just get a stretch of bad days, even bad weeks.  It seems like they will never go away, but they always do and we don't even remember why those days were so bad.  The best part is that things always feel a lot better once you've made it though. 

"The Night is Always Darkest Before the Dawn..."

AMS